A Homeless Japanese Dog :(

A Homeless Japanese Dog 🙁

Happy. Look, I made a friend. He’s a good boy, too. He’s a good boy, too. Guys, I haven’t been able to pet a dog since my dog passed away. Oh, my sister’s dog, Hugo Boole. But, uh, this is so nice. I’m just going to I’m just going to sit here for a little while. Just hang out with his dog. Right. We’re friends now. When I came in, he was so sad. He was just kind of looking at the ground. And now he’s a happy boy. Now he’s a happy boy. Right. Right. Yeah. He’s a good boy, guys. I’m so happy. I’m so happy. A look at the face. Look at the face. He’s a good boy, guys. I’m so happy. I’m so over the moon happy being able to pet a dog again. I miss my dog so much. Actually, you know what? I have my dog with me right here. When he uh Oh, you want to say your paw? When my dog passed away, we had it cremated. And uh I have a little bit of him right here with me. So, I miss my dog a lot. Any dog lover out there knows uh how important their dog is to them. You know, Schroeder, my dog, was my absolute he was my best friend. He uh he was a he was a true example of you know how they say that your dog’s emotions are like your own like if you’re really happy they’ll be really h like they can sense it. My dog Schroeder sensed it so so much whenever I was having a rough time. My dog hated cuddling. He hated it. Um, if you cuddled with him when you weren’t really sad, he would get, “Oh, he’s a happy boy.” If you weren’t really sad and you tried to cuddle with my dog, uh, he would get up and then he would look at you with his face and then he would turn around and walk away, you know. Uh, he hated being cuddled. But if I was having a really bad day, for example, when my mom passed away, um, he would come and he would burrow himself into you. You know, my dog, uh, he was such a good boy. He lived until, uh, he was 14 years old and, uh, he was an English Springer Spaniel. But, uh, I loved him to death. Actually, when he passed away, it was easily the saddest day of my life because um when my mom passed away, I’ve said it on the channel, um I was drunk. The last time I ever saw my mom, um I was so drunk that I could barely stand. Oh, he’s a happy boy. He’s a happy boy. You want a paw? Can I have your paw? You have your paw? Yeah. Um Oh, hi. Don’t worry. I’m not going anywhere, buddy. Um, yeah. When my mom passed away, I was very drunk and the last time I saw her, I was so drunk I could barely stand up. Uh, and it took me a while to get over my mom dying. But the thing is, I never cried about it. And, uh, then when my mom passed away, my uh, she had fallen right before Christmas and she was in the hospital. And I was sober then. I was sober for this. But um I remember I got a call from my sister and she just said, “Kyle, um is gone.” You know, and uh I took a deep breath and I said, “Okay.” You know, she was a great woman and she was 96 years old. You know, she lived a great life. And not only that, but she saved my life and I truly truly believe that God kept her on this earth. um long enough to see me get sober because she died 6 months after I went to rehab and she sent me to rehab. Uh I was there for uh 2 months. I got out of rehab and then she got to see me be sober. She got to see me face those challenges and she got to see me work through them. And she and there was a c there’s a certain point when you do get sober that you feel like you’re in control. you know, the first little bit of it is very the first little bit of it is very scary, you know, because every day is a battle um where you’re desperately trying not to use your drug of choice. Um because you have to form new habits, you know, luckily I was in rehab long enough to form habits cuz I was in rehab for like 2 months. Um, so I was able to form those habits, but you get to a point in your sobriety where you’re like, you know what? I’m in control now. Like, I don’t It’s not that you don’t have cravings or anything. Um, I mean, I still have cravings and I’m almost 2 years sober. I I just actually just now had a craving. And I was like, you know what? This hotel room seems like the kind of hotel room where you just do drugs in, you know, you just drink or you just do drugs in, you know? and I had a craving for it for the first time since I’ve been in Japan. But I’m better than that. Um, and I know I can get through it. But what I’m trying to say is there comes a point in your sobriety where uh you feel like you’re in control. And I got to call my ma and tell her I feel like I’m in control. I don’t want to drink anymore. And not only that, I I have like the control over it. It no longer controls my life. And I’m telling you guys, a month later, my mom passed away. A month later. So, my mom unfortunately had to see me get sober in heaven. My mom never got to see me sober. Uh, actually, as a matter of fact, my mom really never got to see me healthy because during my entire Hi, buddy. I’m still here. during my entire cancer journey, you know, it started when I was 17 years old and it lasted until I was 20, 21, 22. Um, and my mom was there every step of the way. You know, my mom was the person who took me to the hospital. I had to go to the hospital twice a week for like 2 and 1/2 years to get checked like twice a week cuz it was so bad. Hi, buddy. And my mom did that with me. But the thing the thing that I’m trying to say is right after I got cured of cancer, after I had my surgeries, um I became an alcoholic almost instantly. And so that means that my mom really only got to see me healthy up until I was like 16 years old. Um so I I have ve I have very much faith that my mom’s in heaven watching me. Um and I know she’s proud of me. So, but I think that it’s so weird that my ma passed away literally a month after I told her that I was in control. Um, I really really feel that God and sorry to talk about God and stuff. I know I know a lot of people aren’t into that kind of stuff. Um, but it’s important to me and I would never push it on anyone though, so don’t worry about that. Um, but I truly believe that God kept my ma alive to see me get sober because my mom couldn’t. So, it brings me a lot of hope. But what I was trying to say about my dog is uh it was a saddest day of my life because when my died um I just kind of accepted it. I just kind of took a deep breath and accepted it. I didn’t cry. Um I didn’t cry at her funeral. Um because I felt like my wouldn’t want me to cry, you know, and I do what my ma says. And uh I don’t feel that she’d want me to cry. She would say, “Kyle, why are you crying? You’re being so stupid.” Um everything I did was so stupid to her, but in in such a loving way. You’ve never heard anybody in your life tell you how stupid you are and make you feel so loved at the same time. But uh yeah, when my mom when my dog died, my dad called me and uh he said, “You better come and see Schroeder because he’s on his last breaths.” You know, he was getting sick. Um you know what? I’ll post a video at the end of this of my Schroeder boy. It’s in uh portrait mode, but I I’ll put Schroeder in this video. I he’s been on the channel, but in my earlier videos, he’s been on my channel, but you could tell by the way he was barking, he was very much at the end of his life. And my dad called me and he said, “Hey, Kai, um, you better come over to the house because Schroer’s like breathing heavy and he’s probably going to pass away.” And uh, I don’t drive, right? I don’t drive um because of choice. Because I know how to drive. I have a license, but I don’t drive uh because of choice. And uh so my sister drove over and I got to and I got to be with him and I held him I held him just like this. I held him with my hand right here. I think I even put my my hand in his mouth. Yeah, that is what I did. I put two fingers in his mouth because he his gums were so cold. And I sat there and I cried like I’ve never cried before. I don’t think other than if my sister passed away and no offense to my dad or no offense to any of my other loved ones, but um I don’t think I’ll ever in my life cry as much cry as hard as I did then because the death of my mom hit me, the death of my hit me, and the death of my dog hit me all at the same time. It was [ __ ] horrible. I was screaming. Uh, my dad was in the background kind of saying like, “Kyle, stop. Kyle, stop screaming.” And my sister was there, “Gordon, shut the [ __ ] up.” You know, I had a moment. Um, but getting back to this dog here. Um, that’s why it’s so special for me to hang out with this dog. Sorry for the long rant. Either way, um, I got to go. I’ll talk to you guys soon. A, he’s a happy boy. This dog is absolutely filthy, though. I have a funny feeling. I have a funny feeling this hotel is a hotel for homeless people. I’m almost certain cuz it’s $8 a night. I’m certain that um homeless people just beg and then get like $8 and stay here. Um I’ve seen some of the clientele here and they all look very disheveled. So, I’m pretty sure this is like a homeless dog. Look at my hands. So, buddy, I got to go. I got to go for a bit. Say hello to my fans. Oh, he’s a good boy. He’s a good boy. He’s a good boy. Okay, I got to go. I got to go wash my hands and I got to get a Wi-Fi router. Oh, he’s happy. He doesn’t want me to go. I’ll be back, buddy. You know what? I’ll get you a treat tonight. When I go out, I’ll get you a treat. I’ll bring you a treat. A guys, my heart. All right, I’ll talk to you soon. Hey everyone. [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause]

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