“It felt like everyone else had moved on and they were living in colour. Meanwhile, my world was stuck in grey,” Osaka said, disclosing some of her journal entries.
Naomi Osaka gave birth to her daughter Shai in 2023. Photo / @naomiosaka
Osaks also feared talking about her struggles would misrepresent her love for her daughter.
“In no world would I ever want my daughter to think that her birth is nothing less than the biggest gift I have ever received.”
The Japanese sportswoman is expected to reveal more details in the film, which will follow her return to tennis six months post-partum.
She shares Shai, now 2, with the rapper Cordae, whom she was first linked to in 2019.
The pair announced their split in January after six years together.
In a statement on her Instagram story, Osaka said there was “no bad blood at all” with Cordae.
“Honestly really glad our paths crossed because my daughter is my biggest blessing, and I was able to grow a lot from our experience together,” she wrote.
The two-time US Open winner is set to compete in the championships again this month.
She competed at New Zealand’s ASB Classic at the start of this year but forfeited the grand final after an abdominal injury.
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