She Carries a Horrifying Story that Shocks You| Tokyo’s 18+ Zone

She Carries a Horrifying Story that Shocks You| Tokyo’s 18+ Zone

What do you do in your free time? I play game What type of game you play? from 18th a new version … Horizon 2 come out Horizon now I am playing that game What type of game is that? Like a city of machines…a post-apocalyptic world

I also Play game but mostly shooting games like Call of Duty or Battlefield PUBG?? I also play a lot I play a lot on mobile? yes on mobile Horizon Zero Dawn now 2 is out , I play that yeah just came out on 18th is it computer game? PS4 also I play PUBG

PUBG Mobile Season 4 I’m playing it since 3 years ago I play it off and on sometimes I give up something I continue by the way what did you study in School? I studied Up to 5th grade at school then… I stopped junior high school second year. .did some at home..

Do you live in Tokyo? yes I live just nearby one station from Shinjuku – very near – yes very near so you play game on your free time and if you got more time? after game I sleep oh yeah because you usually work the whole night here…

Yes right I usually sleep 10 hours a day great.. I can never sleep 10 hours..only 7 hours only 7 hours …that causes sleepiness okay… please Nice to meet you …I do Deputy store manager job here…my name in lilika I will be the store manager later on

Now I’m 24 years old historically in japan how long ago Girls bar is established ? I think it was there even more than 10 years ago but before that there were Snack bars

Ladies from age of 25 to 50 years old who work at small shops with a counter table …called Snack bars now girls bar is a newer version of that with the younger girls so Girls bar is very new … about 10 years? yes about that

Can you explain basically what do you do on a working day? Work flow of the day? after arriving a little cleaning and organizing the wet towers from 8 p.m. customers come in so serving customers so I don’t do CATCH(Standing in front of the shop and attract customers to the store)

So I mean not standing outside and bringing customer in mostly inside also I do Tik Tok and SNS please check out my Tik Tok would you please give me later so I can link it.. do you know this character? no I don’t know it Kitty chan..you know them ?

Originally is that an anime character? Sanrio Characters also anime Cinnamoroll character very cute character what other costume do you use? maid costume maid costume ,uniform, Micky, and bikini will you pls show them later? you sure it’s keeps falling off do use this custom everyday? no only on the special event

So can customers take photos or video of you? it depends on the girls, some girls accept some not how about you? are you okay with that? I am okay so let me take some photos what is your favorite pose? 1,2,3 i took ,thank you ,very cute do you sing as well?

No I can’t for example doing karaoke? do you go to karaoke sometimes? I don’t go much I sing when I play a singing game do you know Oto gē ( sound game) ? no I don’t know a singing Rhythm game so only when you play that you sing?

Yeah only while playing that game what is the most fun part of this job? the most fun part is when the customers tell us we are cute by the way do you speak English? no I can’t except hello I can’t understand anything else hehehe have you been anywhere else beside Japan?

No I haven’t where would you like to go? I would like to go places like Hawaii how about inside Japan? because I like ocean …places like Okinawa how often you go there? last year I went what the costume is this? this is the cat costume how often do you wear this?

Only special events so not every day? yeah not everyday this view is interesting you can take some from this angle let’s hear the story about cut marks on her hand how do you want to take video sitting go to standing? I think sitting is better

I didn’t believe those marks are real I thought some sort of tattoo would you explain about this? is it some sort of tattoo? no it’s not tattoo I used cutter i cut with cutter To Stabilize my Emotions and Calming Down

So I started this a while ago when I wanted to die …thinking about dying and cutting .. after that I though I can’t die.. after that to control Feelings of wanting to die..I keep doing this let’s hear what the reason is Otsukaresamadesu Otsukaresamadesu from what age did you start ? about 14

So before that okay? so yeah from four years ago age of 14 stress…emotional for… I always thought about dying… I felt my body is not my body and confused feeling of not realizing it so I couldn’t understand my body so I cut to make sure

So when I see my blood I can confirm which cut is the latest one? this part is the latest one they look very new when did you cut this? Day before yesterday Day before yesterday??? so it was the same that day that we shot video?? same day no the day after that

Still I can not really understand it… so when you cut.. you feel better? feeling of wanting to die temporary goes away -are you living alone now? -yes alone so when your family your sister see this, what do they think? My sister has done more cuts your sister too???

My sister cuts more she also cuts??? you said your sister is 14 years old? yes 14 she’s doing it from age of 11,or 12 as I understood your sister live with your mother and grandfather yes my sister with my mother and grandfather

So when your sister does that your mother and grandfather don’t say anything?? they don’t say anything anymore…got used to it when I cut I don’t feel pain but later for example when taking a shower I feel pain so what do you use? cutter… Razor…

Do you think you stop this someday? yes I think these days I am trying my best to stop it recently is getting less it was worse before I am trying and it’s getting better so once a week… every 2 weeks once Consulting with psychologists how long have you been Consulting with psychology?

About 3 years so if you compare now with three years ago how is it? last year was worse why last year? stress..so when you do it once and you realize it is fine.. Then you start doing it more first time it is a scary

But after that you realize that it’s okay …you will continue so what time you have more stress? mostly at night especially when you are alone friends?? When I want to play and having fun and go out there’s no one specifically to call for going out together or playing …

So maybe I should say I don’t have friends so you mentioned earlier that you stopped school at what age? Only 5 years? yeah I studied until the age of 14 ..second grade of high school why did you stop school ? I couldn’t go to school

Because of my Father violence police kept coming so I always felt I am leaving in a weird house maybe until those time i taught that violence at home was normal but after I realized No That situation it’s not normal …especially when police kept coming

From that time going to school become scary for me because I was afraid of other people’s judgment what they think about me and my family when you stop School for a few weeks after that you cannot go back anymore because it becomes even more scary

What to tell them when they ask you why didn’t you come to school?? so I couldn’t go anymore what do you think now about stopping school? so the moments that I want to continue school I think about the fast special courses and taking those exams for universities…

What job would you like to do in the future? nothing special at the moment yeah for example what would you like to do for yourself in the future …what things? no because I feel guilty a lot.. and pressure I don’t think about what works I do in the future

I always think about leaving this world before becoming an adult I always think becoming an adult is very scary why do you think like that? not sure ..maybe not cute and nice anymore… what age is that age ? 35 but after you become an adult the way you think would be different

Now maybe you keep thinking about what is going to happen and you are worried about that but as an adult your mindset would be different because my sister cuts more and she stopped school at 12 I’m worried her future would be more complicated

And when I think about that she is going to have a difficult situation I wouldn’t think about my future .. my relation with my sister is really good so you do a lot of things together? yeah we together go out shopping ..eating ..a lot more… that’s great

We are really good if she ask for anything I would buy for her she reads books and play games we play game together a lot how often do you see her? every two weeks once if you had a chance what would you like to do the most?

I would like to live and chill in a Quiet place a quiet place near the ocean for example where? like ocean around Chiba( about 2 hour from Tokyo ) nearby the beach with my sister also our pet I have been many places in Japan many islands around Okinawa

Because You Love ocean? feeling connected to the ocean now do you have any specific thing to say? to the viewers? there are many things …many photos.in the internet and SNS about this cuts getting Inspired by it and thinking that is cute… recently there are many people doing it inspired by that

And doing it for fashion…It has increased considerably that will be regretted for sure even now if you feel its good ..regretting time comes for sure it has a sickness image, right ? If you think just do it softly a little

It will be thought that can be done right a way and easy to get into it and become a habit… so is better to stop it at any moment if you can stop and you have no reason to do it but if you can not calm your heart and relax yourself

If that is the case… you have no choice… but not for fashion or any other related … so it’s better to stop it what else can be done besides this to calm yourself down? that one also is not good eating too much and throwing up

Eating too much and using finger to throw up also injured my finger because of that so when I use my finger to throw up I hurt my fingers with my teeth so you do that too? yes so eating a lot and throwing up and getting slim instead of cutting

So eating a lot and throwing up instead of cutting so when my mother cut her wrist seriously …and she loses Consciousness ,my little sister sees that this why she gets PTSD (Post-traumatic stress disorder) this happened three years ago so she often Have more trouble feeling emotions or feel numb

Seeing girls with this marks because it is a sickness there are many people that think they can have sex easier with them I would like to ask stopping that way of thinking thinking about those girls like that make the situation even worse and they hurt themselves even more

That thinking has to be stopped alright thank you very much

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